So after a year and a half at community college I have gone insane.

I want out.  I’ve missed so many classes this semester already because I have no desire in the morning when I wake up on the day of classes to go and just sit there all day long.  None.

I haven’t learned anything, all of my classes so far (except for philosophy courses) I just end up sitting there and doing absolutely nothing with my time.  If I do get homework, on the rare occasions that I do, it’s always the same generic, bullshit assignments that require little to no effort.

I aspire to learn, I want to learn, and be challenged in the process of doing so, not have a degree handed to me on a golden platter after putting in minimal effort.  

Originally I thought I’d stick through it and just get my Bachelors at Purdue University Calumet, but now I can’t even see myself staying here just for that.  I want to go away, I’ve wanted to since the start, but I tried to put those feelings away.

I’m tired of the midwest, I’m sick of winter, I’m sick of the people (except for my good friends, I will always love them and they’ve been great to me), I’m just done.  

So I’m probably just going to apply for loans and go to school in California, and I swear if it’s more of the same situation at one of those schools then I am coming straight back.  I’ll give a semester a try and if it’s the same shit I’m out.  But I doubt it will be, my parents seem to think it will be the same no matter where I go.  If that’s so every college in the world is easier than high school, and that sounds like bollocks to me.  Then again, my parents are idiots.